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tired from wisdom
Dec. 11th, 2022 04:30 pmI feel doneso. My wisdom tooth is doing a thing. Not quite sure what thing, but it do.
I keep checking for a fever and got nothin'. The skate shop next to us is having a surf garage rock band playing. Some kid is singing and it sounds so imperfectly perfect.
I'm tired. My career coach earlier this week told me to look into the 7 kinds of rest but I still feel lost. Looking outside feels like the only cure. The music, the breeze, blue sky and breeze. I want to feel alive again. I will keep waiting a lifetime to feel alive again, won't I?
My word of the year for 2023 is reclaim. I switched it from connection to reclaim. My life needs a revamp but what does that even mean?
I told my online girlfriend that the days are still flying by me like I have no control and that writing my journal for a few minutes isn't what will fix it.
I had no idea that I'd be so magicless, so zapped as an adult, so tired, not wanting to feel, blah blah blah.
I keep checking for a fever and got nothin'. The skate shop next to us is having a surf garage rock band playing. Some kid is singing and it sounds so imperfectly perfect.
I'm tired. My career coach earlier this week told me to look into the 7 kinds of rest but I still feel lost. Looking outside feels like the only cure. The music, the breeze, blue sky and breeze. I want to feel alive again. I will keep waiting a lifetime to feel alive again, won't I?
My word of the year for 2023 is reclaim. I switched it from connection to reclaim. My life needs a revamp but what does that even mean?
I told my online girlfriend that the days are still flying by me like I have no control and that writing my journal for a few minutes isn't what will fix it.
I had no idea that I'd be so magicless, so zapped as an adult, so tired, not wanting to feel, blah blah blah.
